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Saturday, October 27, 2007

i really have to voice it out. if not u dunno wads in my mind.
remember when we at MPR room to take geog results?!?!
most of us fail, and everyone cared each other except me being alone.
i talk to jes and cheryl in front of me and they ignore me. as in not totally ignore but just nod head while other ppl talk to them they will gladly to ans back.
and sophie was feeling down, she has jodi (once my best fren) and sufang (i think) and 1 more person with her.
sophie goeg just passed onli but hav so many ppl comforting her but i failed and hav none.
feelin vry lonely at that time.
den afterwards cheryl managed to get marks and she passed and sufang was saying to her something lyk dun worry?!?!
i didn even get any xtra marks and nobody came to talk to me.
i mean when u r sad u sure wan somebody at least to talk to u and comfort u rite.
but i was glad jodi stayed when everyone left.

den we went to auditorium for sci paper.
there was no seat at allll. had to sit on floor.
i remember jeslyn say that e teacher dun allow us to sit on floor.
NOT i thought that jeslyn dun wan me to be there.
both me and jodi hide so that we can sit with u all but it failed.
so we sit in other row.
den when everyone is allow to move bout and chit chat. nobody came and talk to me.
i know sufang did ask me how much i get but lyk around 1 min and she left to b with other ppl.
i was sitting there being a loner.
i know i got sometimes diao at u all but i thought mayb it might get a bit of attention.
PS. it did really get LOT OF attention.
den mayb u all might come over and talk to me but hu knows is not.

i do admit that i got complain to jodi!
BUT she ownself did complain bout other things to me wad.
u ownself sure complain rite. (unless not human la)
everyone listen her story but nobody listens mine.
jodi she ownself should tell me that she is tired of it wad.
she did not voice it out and how i know!
i cannot read ppl mind for ur info. ( not a scolding tone)

bout e banning thing.
i did pull her away. but after few sec of moment i did do some thinking.
i remember clearly told jodi that if u wan carry on talking u may do so.
IS she ownself did not wan to carry on talking with u all anymore.
afterwards i did not stop her anymore already ok!!!
AND i oso nvr complain anymore already.

and bout e sec auditorium seating arrangement, i remember sophie did ask them to move down one seat. but is they dun wan. so u should know wad i mean already. den me and jodi change place. den cheryl and jes keep turning head around and laughing. dun u feel lyk u are being criticised.

bout e sms thing. i actually really glad i did look at it.
if not i will still continued living in e darkness.
i think jodi might be happy too so she dun need to say out.
i know is wrong but something inside telling me to see.
best fren suppose to help each other when u r sad but not complain to other ppl bout ur best fren problems. try imagine someone did tat to u.
look, i complain to u and u oso complain to other ppl wad. this is all a cycle.
jodi, do u get the point here?!

i know i petty but this is me!
i was born to be lyk this. i know it can be change but it need time.
frens need to accept each other for wad they r.
i can't stand it and felt left out. really left out.
u all nvr felt being left out before but i have lots of time.
when u need a fren, there is nobody there.
i think there is a huge misunderstanding.

this is my feeling. u wan to believe it or not is up to u.
but i know nobody will wan to try to be in my shoes.
cos nobody wans to be left out.
jodi, stop acting innocent.
u keep telling other ppl e bad side of me, y dun u oso tell e good side.
for example: i stop complaining already, i stop diaoing already, i did not stop u from talking to them. u onli tell them half of it, y dun u tell them whole thing?!

plz give comments.

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

today, freakyZ came to our sku and sing hip-hop!!!
quite cool leh!
heard he got album... me and jodi thought of buying worx!!!
i think i just found his blog but not so sure is his anot!
i will just giv u anyway!
http://freakyz.blogspot.com/
hahax!

today my baby cousin boy cum my hse!!! yeah!!
i should take his pics!! his so kawaiii!!
he this sunday 1st yr old B'day leh!!! got BBQ ne!!!
hahax!!
can't w8!
cya!

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

haizzz.... science test is postponed 2 e nxt science lesson...
waste my time last nite busy studying.... :(

my mentos sour mix sweet is gone in a flash!!!
i remember i hav some left...
i eat some, other giv ppl eat....
actually that sweet is when i sleepy den eat...
Y? cos i scared sour!!!
and it does help to keep me awake!.!

nth much happened le...!.!
Qiao! =P

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Monday, July 23, 2007

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

guess wad?!
i stay at hm the whole day!! bored!!
lie on the bed and watch TV.... lyk sick person (i am not sick hor!)
my mother den cook my fav soup!! yummy yum yum!!!
eat finish watch again lor....
now no more show so use com lor.... so sian lor....
i think tis is my shortest post eva lor....
cya LOR!!!

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

y does ppl lyk to keep blaming each other?!
i know i now oso lyk blaming other ppl but..
what if is not my fault,
what if is other ppl fault,
it might be the mrt for stoping so long cos is last train,
it oso can b them toking for so long!
y must it b me?!

u might not understand what i am tokin bout but i know what i am tokin bout can already.

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